Heck-a-Lo, Okay. I already bewildered and amused with these recently news of my flesh-own-blood big brother is going to have his big day soon. He is planning for a wedding! I was like FOR REAL ANGHAH.?YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME. AS LONG AS I KNOW YOU, YOU'RE NOT THAT COMMITMENT PHOBE, FOR GOD SAKE I LIVE WITH YOU SINCE I'M TODDLER. Anyway, it's true by the way.Argghh, I can't help myself. I'm started to act like a jerk to my brother. Seriously, this wedding is a joke. I mean, I only like what 16 years live and he is going to marry someone. This girl whom he is going to marry is a very polite, well-mannered, thoughtful and good deed on and on. She's average looking. Well, appearance is not that all right, it's your heart to be judge. Actually, she's been contacting me since I am sitting for my PMR. She's really good sister way barbier than my own sister. No offence kak long, sorry. To be exact, despite her decent characters I still going on like a TOTAL LOSER JERK LIL SISTER. I mean I can't bear to see the consequences ahead of these so-called-meaningful-event-wedding, such things :
1. I cannot sleep in my brother's bedroom again.
2. I cannot wear my brother's outfit (I know the newly members in our family will tease me)
3. I cannot play WWE wrestling with brothers and knock them down.
4. I cannot pretend to sulk and well, like being a cat to my brother. (what i mean is, merengek,manja)
5. I cannot experienced the shameful moments in my face again like when he put his underwear in my head. (It's a fresh from body not from the washer machine underwear, course it is GROSS!)
The thing is I am afraid that I end up being someone else just to make her feel good being in this family. I don't want to change. It's me. You accept that, or you can moved out. (That is so mean of me) Uhm. As a matter of fact, yes I'm going to admit that I am a very selfish person because I don't want to lose my brother infact it's only a marriage. I know you'll say that. The thing is you are not in my place. You do not experience what I feel now. It's kinda hurt inside to see your close brother/ partner/ friend is going to left you, marry a woman, then have kids.........sadly, to say I really don't want him to get married. And the fact that I also don't know my brother's age and now sighing. Well, marriage is not that easy as I seen on tv. As an example, my mom and dad had called the sister-in-law-to-be parents to confirm the date, well, it's kinda difficult because everyone is going on their own way next year.
Event going on 2012:
1. My family behalf of my dad is going to perform umrah, so it's kinda like 2/3 weeks
2. Kak Long is going for her so-called-teenage-dream to whatever land with her girlfriends which like 1 month
3. There's an election weeks next year which it is NO WAY for my mom and dad as they serve for the gov.
and foremost important reason I've want to yell at every each single member in my family is that
DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT I AM GOING TO SIT FOR MY LIFEORDIE SPM NEXT YEAR?!? (blow my gasket) but seriously, no one had been asking me or anything. They just like confirming the date without a single memo to me first. Am I invisible in this family or what? huh!
Like I said, marriage is not that damn easy, true you've been a lovebirds but you'll never know whether you'll end up with marriage. I'm not cursing but okay, I pray so that they can make it. Amin.
Okay, Okay, I try to be a good little sister. I'm not going to put marbles under the mattress on their first night. Whatever. But I'm not gonna promise you. (Devil's Mind) Well, I certainly have my own plans in my mind right now. Watch Out everyone, don't be too happy. Your Worst Marriage is tracking you down.
I certainly is being BAD BAD BAD. Ok The longer I type,more evil's plan is pouring out of my brain.
Byeeee. I won't promise I won't crack the wedding. Hahahhahahahahhahahaa ;))
p/s: My suggestion to anghah is that if everyone is nosing their way in you two couple business these marriage event, why don't you two pack up and ELOPING? WOWWW, it's really like in Hindustan movies, the hero act all heroish crap and the heroin say nothing just following. wait, uh I'm not happy just little dramatising here. well, I watched too much dramas and make lots of scene, you know, perhaps I could win THE QUEEN OF DRAMA AWARD someday. It's someday not today. Okay Chiou! ;))
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