Weather Change

Background music is blazing loud. I don't wish for this. I hate myself for being like this. Like a lamb trying to bite durian which will never be real right. Okay, the problem is, I had wasted one month and hasn't start any revision yet. Even my homeworks did not finish YET. Infact I still sitting down, hunch myself in front of the screens like what I'm doing now. TheFuck right? So, to be true before I know internet, I'm not like this. I don't procrastinate. I don't keep things on air without an answer but now I  don't even have a slightest guilty feeling towards myself. Yeah, you can say I'm cool but I am freakingly freak inside. Freak of next year. Freak for everything. I know that my friends must have study, at least a bit.  They knew something even if they didn't finish their homework yet. Oh God, someone must hit me so that I wake up from my hallucination. Just to let you know that Nur Izzati Binti Abdul Rahman gonna knock out next year. Oh no, that's so not me. Scratch that. Okay, inhale,exhale. I want to declare a war. Yes, a WAR with the internet and my fucking phone cause I subscribed twitter in it. It's always driving me mad everytime I want to open a new chapter in my life. Because I fucking tweet like a fucker. Oh Mai Gad! I said the word "F" many times. Where did I learn this, dickhead? I FUCKING DON'T KNOW. LOL. K, The thing is all the foreigners keep using the word F on my vacation till I get used with it. Grin. Ah, I don't want to be shame so let's say the word F together!

JUST GIVE ME A BREAK, YOU FUCKING INTERNET. YOU KNOW WHAT, I WILL FUCKING MISS YOU. DON'T MAKE ME CRY, SOSIOPATH ! JUST, DON'T.

I don't need your sympathy. I just need space for me to recover myself. 

Sorry, I'm being rude. I'm sorry. But I don't regret of anything that I did or said because I always enjoy every single second I spent even it's only pooping or peeing. Enough for you to figure it.

So Long and Goodbye. We'll meet again soon only after I am RECHARGE.

If you're not that great person, do something in a great way. You deserved a merit. :)

Love, X.O.X.O Buhbye Lolita and Moujo Jojo.   ;P