go figure who you are

I am happy for who I am. What's been buggering me these days are the fact that sometimes I want to be like others. I led a lonely life back then. A life without internet, social network, gossip, liar, boyfriend and you know what I don't even know what crush means. Not that I want to say that I have everything now like mentioned above but I started to neglect important things that should be highlighted. Yes, this is a joy. Getting to know friends and pals surpasses the excitement. Do extraordinary things that can harm yourself, make everyone worries, yes I take that as an adventure. But then, I started to realise, something is not right. I sat down. Close my eyes and flash back how I am like before. I guess I hit puberty well enough that I become a new person. I don't know. I am still searching for my identity.                                                                                 XOXO